Looking Back

I find it very hard to make decisions. I analyze my options and let it take over my thoughts. I question every corner of those options and often find myself swaying back and forth only stopping to be distracted by what is currently real.
The difficulty in my making a decision lies in the fear of regretting my decision later. I know we all should live without any regret and hope to look back at life regretting the things we did not do instead of the things that we did...but how many people really do that?
I know every step I take today makes an impact on the outcome of tomorrow. I envy those that just walk, smell the roses and only look back to smile. Maybe they too feel a small fear of regret?
I try to find comfort in having faith that life is doing exactly what it needs to do for me and that no matter what decision I make, it will work itself out the way it is SUPPOSED to...not the way I desire...or do I? that is always the question... :)
Looking back today I have done some stupid things, brave things, beautiful things, ugly things weird things and smart things. All those things have made me what I am today;the good, the bad and the ugly. Those things have also had an impact on the way I decide on life today....and my decision today is to trust life. Trust it will carry me to where I should be and where it will flourish in a field of roses, preferably with not very many thorns....just need to make that one request.